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My Journal Entries
Wednesday, April 16, 2003 fail
so anyways, i took this HUGE english test this mourning and of course i failed it because i took it in 20 minutes. man I was rushing like crazy. i like wrote 2 sentences for like each essay. why. oh well ill probably bring the grade up later. still working on pak 8 for us history. yep. nothing else to write. hmmmmmm. im thinking of going to that elsik dance thingy. but when is it? questionssss. hmmmmmm oh well Random toughts. oh yeah after school i went to bitney aldridge house she has this little kitty. its sooooo cute. awww. oh after that we went to a volley ball court to bad jose, mike, and bev didn't show up till like 5:00 and me and josh had to leave. its all Mikes fault, you hear me mike, ALL YOUR FAULT. just kidding, wait no im not ALL YOUR FAULT.
Tuesday, April 15, 2003 mind
Man i feel so weird. I can't explain it. its like something feels funny. oh well. man i got sooooooooo lazy. lol in US history id did like 1 out of 3 paks so far. i probably have like a 26 in that class. oh man im screwed. also i need to take like this huge test tommoro morning or else its late. ahhhhhh. so lazy Why. At least im not alone, mike didn't do anything either, oh and carlos too. hmmmmm. what else should i talk about. man i think im starting to like this girl( if you are a girl and if you are reading this then.... ummmm its not you) yep anyways, whoooooo, random thoughts. oh yeah i played voleyball today man i suck i think ill stick to bowling and DDR, and swiming, and lifting weights. ahhhhhh. why did god make girls so cute. i don't get it. why am i so shy to girls. confusion. man i have such low esteme. sigh. man im so ugly. UGLY!!!!! ahhhhhh
Thursday, April 10, 2003 black people
black people are crazy. They are super good at basketball, and they could jump like four feet into the air. dang they are crazy. oh man they are so quick, and they great cordination, and aim. I think im going to turn black during the summer, that way ill be good at b-ball like those black people. the only thing i don't like is when they trash talk. I know this one kid, we call him shaq because his body is exacly like shaq. but man he sucks, he even worse than me. he has no shot: half his shot goes over the backboard, he can't dribble: he double dribble so much, the worse thing is that he trash talks a whole bunch, he will say something like "man give me the ball ill show you my chapa' sty'le" and so he doubles then he loses the ball and gets it and tries to shoot it and he will miss completly every time. today i got so pissed at him, he was talking trash so he tries to post up and he's about to shoot and I just block it in his face and then crossed him and made him trip, but I didn't finish it. aahhhhh i din't make the lay up. ahhhhhhh
Wednesday, April 9, 2003 dance
I dream of the day I could go back to when I was born
Laying in your arms, wishing you was here today mom
Wish you the pid
Just for a second from heaven my tears would be gone
I wouldn't be rapping this song
I'd be happy driving up to your 8 bed room mansion
Ablade, laughing bout the hard time we faced
The galaxy is so enchanting beyond, Galileo's understanding
Past the milky way and all the planets
There's something out there greater
But only god knows, scientist claim we came from apes
But they lies though, that was part of our conversation
I spark went up a star blazing
Thinking of how amazing she was
A angel gave me love
I'm thankful, to ever know a women so real
I pray when I marry my wife'll have one of your skillz
But mom you could never be replaced
I'd give my life up
Just to see you one more day
To have...
[Chorus]
One more dance with you mama
If I could only have
One more dance with you mama
Praying, wish that I could have
One more dance with you mama
If I could only have
One more dance with you mama
I wish you were here,
I miss you more each second I breathe
You resting in peace forever I accepted you free
A blessing to me, I see you dressed in all white
Smiling at me, happy knowing everything's all right
If only I could hear your voice and your laughter
Just one more time, my chest would be filled up with sunshine
April 7, 42
That's when the gates of heaven opened up for you to stroll threw
Beautiful Anne Jones
Job is done, raising ghetto kids in the hood
You was my strength to carry on and now I'm good
Job well done, you lived threw you sons and your grandchildren
Jesus finally got his bridge, mommy dance with em
And you've been my guide threw all the trouble I faced
They playing our song the lifebeat my hand on your waist
I grab your other hand and try not to step on your toes
Spin you around with my eyes closed
Dreaming I could have
[Chorus]
I love you forever mom
You will always live threw me ... always
Huh, huh huh, yea
Tuesday, April 8, 2003 worried
you'll never know how much someone is ment to you until they are gone or in a threatning situation.love everyone you care about with all your heart and make sure they know you care. trust me. when they are gone you will feel what i feel right now
Monday, April 7, 2003 concert
GO CARLOS got a girl!!!!!!!!. so proud of him. PLAYA!!!! . i love ddr so much, its such a cool game. any ways, hmmmmm oh yeah, the concert was pretty cool, but we only played for like 5 minuets that was lame, OH YEAH jenell's trio thingi that was really good, souded very nice, better than all the things we played. oh, got got contacts, so proud of myself feels good, i can touch my eyes now. go me. ok im done don't want to type anymore. GO CARLOS!!!!!
Monday, April 7, 2003
Monday, March 31, 2003 party
So two weeks ago i was 190 pounds. last friday i went all the way down to 178!!!! you cant beleive how weak i got. i could barly walk. of corse i was trying to act normal , but i couldn't take it any more so i decided to go to an all you can eat buffet. Man that felt good got back up to 181. Well after that i went to a Rave. Man these people were kinda sad. they all were high except for like 4 people. it was crazy. well now i'm continuing to lose weight. so i may be a little tired and if i don't talk to you. that means I was to tired to speak so peace oooooooouuuuuuuuuuutt!!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 27, 2003 stuff
So its been weeks since i wrote in this, So anyways im now starting a new workout/diet routine. First off i try not to eat that much. and second after school i play Dance Dance Revolution for like 3 hours. The plan is actually working i lost like 6 pounds already. By the time i get back from school in the summer I will be looking average. and if i decide to go buff i will work out after i loose 30 pounds. The real problem with this is that I get tired like real easily and i can't really focus. its real hard. I haven't been able to speend time and talk to all the people i want. Oh well.
Thursday, March 13, 2003 express stuff
man i haven't wrote in this thing in a long time. Well anyways so lots of things have been going on. Lets start with ummmm band. got a 99 on my final yeah :-) ok, oh i think that mr jursic and mrs. broderick dislikes me. tommoro i need to take the us history final and the english final. man im so bored. i don't know wat to do. oh yeah i also had this weird dream where im in a black room and im in the middle and all these people were around me staring at me the weird thing is that the people who were there were people i have fell farther apart. so i promise that i will try to talk to these people more often also i will be much freindlier. thats a promise. If you don't see that then just remind me
Tuesday, February 25, 2003 Field Trip!!!!!
Today was fun, First there was full orchestra, which is always fun for me couse I play percusion. Well after that we went to first colony mall. first I went to game stop, they were expensive I wanted to buy ehzriz but that was like $22 dollars. Then I went to the arcade, I must have spent lik $6 dollars in there, thats 2 hours at t1. any ways I got my but kicked in tekken and DDR. but I won air hockey against patrick. oh and Kevin tried to play that star wars racing game. Man he sucks, he went strait into the wall and finished dead last. Then we went to the concert, I didn't have time to eat dinner so was pretty hungry. They were good, they were so good that they made me fall asleep. Then janell woke me up, and the baritone solo was coming up. well then baritone played and I was like Danggggggggggg. he is good, I mean he clowned me real good. oh well, doesn't matter, I'm still waiting for the trombones to ride a unicycle, and the trupets try to come close to that jazz trumpet guy from willowridge. So all and all the Field trip was fun. Don't miss my next entry, I promised Kevin that I write about girls tommoro
Monday, February 24, 2003 joke
A war against Iraq will see the debut of some of the most sophisticated weaponry ever used. But U.S. Marines will also rely on one of the most low-tech detection devices around: chickens. Worried that the pollution from blown oil installations will clog up complicated detection equipment and make it difficult to pick up deadly chemicals and nerve agents, U.S. marines will drive into battle across the dusty plains of Iraq with caged chickens atop their Hum-Vees.
Monday, February 24, 2003 sleepy
For the pass week i have been really sleepy. Im like clueless in like everything, I don't know why. Im afraid its going to be some desease. It started after band- a - thon, after that I am super sleepy. I tried to sleep for like 16 hours the other day but it didn't work. Im still sleepy. I don't know if you noticed or not but im not as hyper as i was in the begining of the year. anyways on a different note. I just figured out my 3 year goal, my goal is that i could do a 360 degree, with under the leg dunk. yep, also that i would weigh at least 40 pounds lighter in a year. yep next year you all won't even reconize me. hehehehe . My legs are so smooth
Thursday, February 20, 2003 concert
The concert was pretty cool. Everybody sounded nice and looked nice. It was pretty fun too, while the full orchestra was playing couple of people and I went to explore. hehehe Ron teached me how to crib walk. It probably looked ugly tho. hmmmm. Jazz band was decent. We didn't play our best but everything went ok. Poor jonathan (Tao) he messed up. oh well he's cool. boy my dog is like barking like crazy, she won't bequeit. is that how you spell it. N.E. ways. Man I was so pissed yesterday. Mr. souterland cut Russian Sailors dance. Sometimes he just pisses me off. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 18, 2003 talking to kevin
today was so boring, it is very boring, boring...................... Anyways, girls are cute, yep. So im talking to kevin and he says that marym looks cute, I agree, girls are cute. Yep she got this new hair cut that is shorter and it is layered. Hmm so Kevin and all the seniors are going to graduate in like three months =-( I'm going to miss them. I'm revewing my chat with keven and all he thinks about is maryam. good for him.
my chat crazyj6192: kevin!!!!!!1
sakuragi2000: jonnnnnnn!!!!!
crazyj6192: i am beautiful no mater what you say
crazyj6192: words can't bring me down
crazyj6192: i am beautiful in every single way
crazyj6192: hehehe
sakuragi2000: oh no
crazyj6192: words can't bring me down
crazyj6192: are you going to the bowl a thon
sakuragi2000: Oh man I am feeling real bad, today on valentines day chizi said in class "hey who you like" and i almost started cry. It all started back in freshman year. I really liked this girl, I mean i REALLY liked her. But i never told her how i felt. I regreted it till this day. Now she is a Hastings and i'll probably never see her again. :-( any ways i fell so alone
crazyj6192: yep
sakuragi2000: awwwwww...who?
crazyj6192: her name was serina
crazyj6192: she is at hastings now
crazyj6192: i miss her
sakuragi2000: ahhhhh....
sakuragi2000: really
crazyj6192: yep
sakuragi2000: what did she look like?
crazyj6192: azn
crazyj6192: umm
crazyj6192: she was very cute
sakuragi2000: man...u think all girls are cute
sakuragi2000: man...maryam looks good with her hair like that
crazyj6192: this one was one of my top
crazyj6192: yeah she looks cute
sakuragi2000: she looks so more mature and older
crazyj6192: yep
crazyj6192: she looks better that way
crazyj6192: i didn't reconize her at first
sakuragi2000: :-)
sakuragi2000: yep...she my girl
sakuragi2000: LOL
sakuragi2000: :-D
crazyj6192: lol
crazyj6192: your proud
crazyj6192: aren't you
crazyj6192: ?
sakuragi2000: of course
sakuragi2000: ;-)
sakuragi2000: i have a pretty and smart girlfriend
sakuragi2000: :-D
crazyj6192: hey say this
crazyj6192: she is fine and all mine
crazyj6192: lol
sakuragi2000: LOL
sakuragi2000: yep yep
sakuragi2000: for sho'
crazyj6192: hehehe
crazyj6192: brb
sakuragi2000: k
crazyj6192: im back
crazyj6192: chump
sakuragi2000: hey
sakuragi2000: soooooo...
crazyj6192: just kidding
sakuragi2000: any girls u interested in?
crazyj6192: hmmmmm
crazyj6192: nope
sakuragi2000: icic
sakuragi2000: oh yea..
sakuragi2000: did u really talk to maryam online?
crazyj6192: once
sakuragi2000: when?
crazyj6192: valantine day eve
sakuragi2000: oh
sakuragi2000: really?
sakuragi2000: what's her sn?
crazyj6192: yep
crazyj6192: mryamsays
sakuragi2000: hahaha
sakuragi2000: yea
sakuragi2000: icic
crazyj6192: did she get you anything
sakuragi2000: no not yet
sakuragi2000: i don't really care
sakuragi2000: lol
crazyj6192: awwww
sakuragi2000: what is she suppose to get me?
crazyj6192: don't know
crazyj6192: secret
sakuragi2000: well i thought u knew?
crazyj6192: no
crazyj6192: she just said she was getting something
sakuragi2000: o
sakuragi2000: lol
sakuragi2000: *shrugs*
crazyj6192: ditto
sakuragi2000: i don't really mind if she doesn't get me anything
crazyj6192: are you sure
sakuragi2000: yea
sakuragi2000: i'll still love her no matter what
sakuragi2000: :-D
crazyj6192: hehehe
crazyj6192: how long have you two been together
sakuragi2000: im serious
sakuragi2000: 4 months on the 28th
crazyj6192: wow
sakuragi2000: yeep
crazyj6192: 4 month anaversery
crazyj6192: end of feburary
sakuragi2000: it's gonna be 6 months, 2 days after prom
sakuragi2000: prom is exactly 6 months after the dance where me and her went to
sakuragi2000: :-)
crazyj6192: hehehe
sakuragi2000: weird isn't it?
crazyj6192: what are you going to do after graduation
sakuragi2000: *shrugs*
crazyj6192: you still going to visit kerr right
crazyj6192: ?
sakuragi2000: of course
crazyj6192: cool
sakuragi2000: well maryam is still there
sakuragi2000: yep
sakuragi2000: and the bowling matches
crazyj6192: we are going have to hang out
sakuragi2000: of course
sakuragi2000: once i get my car
sakuragi2000: yep yep
sakuragi2000: i can take u places
sakuragi2000: lol
crazyj6192: yep
crazyj6192: cool
crazyj6192: lets go clubin
crazyj6192: hehehe
sakuragi2000: and we won't hear josh bitching so much
crazyj6192: y
sakuragi2000: *shrugs*
crazyj6192: isn't he going to st tomas as well
sakuragi2000: u know how he bitches about ppl riding in his car and stuff
crazyj6192: yeah
crazyj6192: but that was just a phase
sakuragi2000: yea yea
sakuragi2000: he's always bitching
sakuragi2000: lol
crazyj6192: he doesn't do it as often
crazyj6192: sigh
crazyj6192: graduation is in 3 months
sakuragi2000: yea
sakuragi2000: yea
crazyj6192: im going to miss you
sakuragi2000: me?
crazyj6192: and every body
sakuragi2000: lol
sakuragi2000: yep
sakuragi2000: even though we graduated doesn't mean that we're gone forever
crazyj6192: yeah
crazyj6192: you better still keep in touch
sakuragi2000: of course
sakuragi2000: as long as i'm still going out with maryam, i'll be at kerr
crazyj6192: hehehe
crazyj6192: man i feel like eating
sakuragi2000: then eat
crazyj6192: brb
crazyj6192: cookie
sakuragi2000: lol
crazyj6192: i like cookie
crazyj6192: i like girls
crazyj6192: girls r cute
crazyj6192: hehehe
sakuragi2000: yep yep
sakuragi2000: man...i so spoiled maryam
crazyj6192: how
sakuragi2000: i dunno
sakuragi2000: *shrugs*
sakuragi2000: i just did
crazyj6192: *shaking head*
sakuragi2000: WHAT?1
crazyj6192: kevin
crazyj6192: you say you spoil her
crazyj6192: yet you don't know
crazyj6192: how
crazyj6192: besides i don't see anything different
sakuragi2000: i do a lot of things for her
sakuragi2000: i just did
sakuragi2000: i mean...she tells me to do something i'll do it
crazyj6192: whip it
crazyj6192: whip it good
crazyj6192: hehehe
crazyj6192: well thats what happens
sakuragi2000: *sigh*
crazyj6192: *yawn*
crazyj6192: *scratch ass*
crazyj6192: lol
sakuragi2000: wtf
crazyj6192: *scratch somewhere else*
crazyj6192: lol
crazyj6192: lol
crazyj6192: hehehe
sakuragi2000: i don't wanan know
crazyj6192: hehe
sakuragi2000: i really don't
crazyj6192: you really don't
sakuragi2000: what are u up to?
sakuragi2000: .....
crazyj6192: journal
crazyj6192: what can i talk about
crazyj6192: hmmmmmm
sakuragi2000: maryam looking hot
sakuragi2000: no no no just kidding
crazyj6192: dog
crazyj6192: thats it
crazyj6192: warn
crazyj6192: come on
sakuragi2000: u better not
crazyj6192: oh no my mouse
crazyj6192: its going to the warn button
crazyj6192: what shall i do
sakuragi2000: don't do it
crazyj6192: just kidding
sakuragi2000: or else...
crazyj6192: calm down
crazyj6192: help me think of a topic
sakuragi2000: *shrugs*
sakuragi2000: what do u want to talk about?
crazyj6192: no idea
crazyj6192: think
crazyj6192: come on
sakuragi2000: maryam
crazyj6192: thats it
crazyj6192: im going to kill you
crazyj6192: fine
sakuragi2000: that's all i have on my mind
sakuragi2000: sorryt
sakuragi2000: really man
Monday, February 17, 2003 band a thon
Yep band a thon was pretty great, even though it was freezing,and raining. Anyway yep we played like throug the rain then me nick, ron, david, noble, anna, brandon, tommy, and me went to eat a hooters. man their buffalo wings are the best. When we came back I played percusion in full orchestra, yep all of it was add lib. when the late night shift came I was playing on the drum set it was fun. oh and also football, can't forget about football. oh man after that I was sooooooo tired I took like a 20 miniute nap, that felt so good. The temperature must have been like around -30 cuz it was freezing. When I got to church man it was so hard to keep awake. I am so glad my buddy Jonathan Tao was there, He kept me awake. so we raise 9500 dollors!!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!
Friday, February 14, 2003 missing her
Oh man I am feeling real bad, today on valentines day chizi said in class "hey who you like" and i almost started cry. It all started back in freshman year. I really liked this girl, I mean i REALLY liked her. But i never told her how i felt. I regreted it till this day. Now she is a Hastings and i'll probably never see her again. :-( any ways i fell so alone
Thursday, February 13, 2003 work is hard
Man if you set your mind to anything you can do anything. In Us history I finished a Pak in like one day. Yep I feel like I did alot of work but now i got this English project which is due tomorro but i want to play final fantasy 7. Man decisions decisions. hmmmmmmmm what should i do now. man i'm hungry. As i was say Work is hard if you don't feel like doing it.
boy man this dumb cough, been driving me crazy. my throat hurts like crazy. I cough up blood the other day. I wonder if thats bad? hmmmmmmm. anyways oh yeah STUPID THROAT!!!!!!
GRRRRR
yep rockets 106 to 76
take that Utah
next game fridy miamy
Wednesday, February 12, 2003 jon journal
Yep, taylor bowling sucks. We kicked their butts. Well now vasity boys and girls are going to state. Yep im going too but just for fun. Lets see today i was so stressed man US history, im soooo behind. I don't get it its like the pak was due in 1 day everything is going by so fast. What really got me bummed was that the seniors are graduating in like 3 months, man im going to miss them sooooooo much. *sigh* any ways well is sould be getting back to work so
see ya!
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